Zara Canavci
| Location | Perth / Dundee-scotland |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Natural Causes |
| Date of Birth | 01/07/2006 |
| Date of Death | 01/07/2006 |
| Visitors | 7,555 since 11/10/2006 |
| Creator | Leigh Canavci |
Our darling daughter Zara was born at 5:53am on a bright and beautiful Saturday
morning on the 1st July 2006. She lived for 37 minutes.
Our only child, she was a miracle of conception and a gift from God. Her daddy
and I miss her very much.
She was born prematurely, after induction, at 25 weeks due to my developing
Pancreatitis and Liver abnormalities. She weighed 1lb 7oz and was 28 cms tall.
I had an extremely hard pregnancy. I have endometriosis and had a laparoscopy
on the 1st February 2006, to clear my tubes in readiness for IVF. I developed a
post-op infection and was admitted back into hospital for observation, where I
found out I was pregnant and shouldn`t have had the laparoscopy. How she
survived it is a miracle.
I had a pretty normal pregnancy up to my 17th week, when my waters broke for the
1st time. I was told that she was unlikely to go any further than a week, but
she held on, stubborn just like her mum. I was in and out of hospital for the
next 5 weeks with bleeds and at my 22nd week my waters broke for the last time.
I was admitted to hospital again and told that in all likelyhood I would go into
labour that night. I didn`t.
She had proved them wrong again.
I went home still in shock with the news that none of the OB doctors had ever
had a pregnancy last so long without waters, nearly 2 full months, full of hope
that maybe just maybe she would make it, but our joy was short lived. I
developed Pancreatitis at 25 weeks and had to be induced.
My labour was only 5 + 1/2 hours long and she was finally born, double breech,
at 5:53am on the 1st July 2006. We refused resus knowing that she had no chance
of survival and I wanted her to die without pain. She lived for 37 minutes.
She looked so beautiful and at peace and so much like her daddy. She will
always be our beautiful daughter, a true daddies girl and so badly missed by all
her family.
We will always be filled with pride in knowing how hard she fought to be here
with us and she will always be our precious angel.
We would like to thank all our friends and family who have helped us through
this devastating time especially our mums, Thanks Mums we love you XX. Seni
cok seviyorum anne XX
www.bonniebabies.co.uk
Please visit this website. This is a non profit making charity who provide
handknitted and crocheted articles for premature babies as well as providing
burial outfits.
The greatest thanks to all the Midwifery/OB and Paeds resus staff of Perth Royal
Infirmary & Ninewells Hospital Dundee, and especially Dr Adam Gordon without
whom we would never have had the chance to have been graced with Zara at all.
Thanks also to the Rev Jim Stewart of Letham St Marks Church Perth, for the
very beautiful service he gave for Zara, and for the hospital visit which he
gave me (Thanks Jim).
I give you this one thought to keep,
I am with you still I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am diamond glints upon the snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush.
Of Quiet birds in circled flight,
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not think of me as gone,
I am with you still in each new dawn.
O Allah! Grant protection to our living and to our dead and to those of us who
are present and those who are absent, and to our young and to our old folk and
to our males and to our females.
O Allah! make her a cause of recompense for us and make her a treasure for us on
the day of Resurrection and an intercessor and the one whose intercession is
accepted.
New TributeTributes to Zara
There have been 54 tributes left for Zara.
As you release this butterfly in honour of me,
know that I'm with you and will always be.
Hold a hand, say a prayer, close your eyes and see me there.
Although you may feel a bit torn apart,
please know that I'll be forever in your heart.
Now fly away butterfly as high as you can go,
I'm right there with you more than you know.
xxxxx
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Anji C 2 weeks ago
We had so little time to share,
Too soon, I had to leave.
I know how much you love me,
I know how much you grieve.
I know how sharp your pain is,
I feel the aching in your hearts.
My life so quickly ended
Before it barely had a start.
I remember how you held me,
And kissed my face and hands,
You cuddled me so gently;
But, God had other plans.
I was your perfect angel,
From God you knew I came,
Suddenly he called me home again,
And now God holds my hand.
I know you’ll always miss me,
I understand your pain is hard to bear.
Just remember that I’m in heaven
And we’ll see each other there.
So smile when you think of me
and wipe away all of your tears
I’m cuddled now in heaven
By our family members here.
I’m waiting here in heaven,
And on the day we meet again.
I’ll be the first to smile and greet you,
When God calls you home to him.
Anji C 2 weeks ago
hello angel xxxxxxxxxxxx
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Emma Mummy of charlotte 2 weeks ago
Go ahead and mention my loved one,
The one that died, you know.
Don't worry about hurting me further.
The depth of my pain doesn't show.
Don't worry about making me cry,
I am already crying inside.
Help me to heal by releasing the tears that I try to hide.
I am hurt when you just keep silent,
Pretending they did not exist.
I'd rather you mention my loved one,
knowing that they has been missed.
You ask me how I was doing,
I say "pretty good", or "fine."
But healing is something ongoing
I feel it will take a lifetime.
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Anji C 4 weeks ago
In Our Hearts
We thought of you today.
But that is nothing new.
We thought about you yesterday.
And days before that too.
We think of you in silence.
We often speak your name.
Now all we have memories.
And your picture in a frame.
Your memory is our keepsake.
With which we'll never part.
God has you in his keeping.
We have you in our heart.
xxxxxxx
Anji C 4 weeks ago
I give you this one thought to keep -
I am with you still - I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the sweet uplifting rush,
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not think of me as gone -
I am with you still in each new dawn.
xxxxx
Anji C 4 weeks ago
When tomorrow starts without me
and I'm not here to see...
If the sun should rise and find your
eyes filled with tears for me,
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today...
While thinking of the many things
we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you...
And each time you think of me,
I know you'll miss me, too.
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand...
That Jesus came and called my name
and took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready
in heaven far above...
And that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.
So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart...
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here in your heart.
Anji C 4 weeks ago
JUST LETTIN....
...U KNOW..........
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... I.....was.....here xxx
Love Anji XXXXXXX
Anji C 4 weeks ago
someone who cares
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Christina GranddaughterToChristian (Friend)October 16, 2008, 8:32 am
xX Please pass this on to remember our little ones Xx
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Take a moment of your day
To maybe sit and in your mind
Think of all the precious babies
Yours, theirs and mine
Those whose short lives were over
Before they had really ever begun
Those precious little bundles
Who have made us all a Mum
Their tiny lives have touched us all
And what I want to say
They have brought us all together
Each and every day
The babies whose beautiful faces
In our minds forever will be
Whose names are etched within our hearts
For anyone, the whole world to see
The babies who touched our lives
Who we think of through our tears
I hope in time we will be able to smile
When we remember them through the years
So this week while we remember
All our babies who had to go
We shall show the world we are united
And how we love and miss them so
Anji C October 15, 2008, 7:43 pm
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